I wish you a Broken Heart
I wish you a broken heart.
I wish you pain and I wish you tears
Just so you can know how it feels.
I wish you to be consumed by sadness
Where time seems to pass you by.
I wish for you to stay up all night, unable to sleep
Just wondering where you went wrong.
I wish for you to feel as messed up
And depressed as I did
In every moment of every freaking day.
I wish for you to be as surprised and confused
As I did when you told me ‘goodbye’
While just yesterday you said ‘I love you’.
I wish you to feel it all.
I think not because you deserve it.
You broke my heart
You ruined me.
I wasn’t expecting it, at all.
And then you went with her
Your freaking best friend.
Now how can you say you’re in the wrong?
I wish you to feel everything
Because it seemed to be
that you felt absolutely freaking nothing.
I just want you to feel as I did.
So you can have a little taste
Of the misery and sorrow I’ve endured.
So you can know that while you’ve been smiling
I’ve been dying.
While you’ve been laughing
I’ve been crying.
While you’ve been kissing her
I’ve remained alone.
While you’ve been talking with her
I’ve been drowning in silence.
While you’ve been dreaming
I’ve been thinking of you.
While you’ve been happy
I’ve been writing stupid poems
And wishing death upon myself
Because I see no light at the end of the tunnel.
You two truly deserve each other.
You shall not take any more of my words or my tears.
I am done crying and done writing.
You fill my mind and I become blind.
I’m messed up and have no idea
On how to heal, on how to forget.
I can’t move passed this, I’ve tried.
But in the end, I guess I’ll be fine.
I just need to be strong and move on.
I mean after all of these tormented months
I am still here, so that’s something.
I really don’t wish you a broken heart
Because it’s worse than torture.
And I’m not like you
I’m no monster.
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Moving on, but I shall never forget.