Lies

Sitting alone my mind reels
Thinking I had control
I lied to my own face
The feelings I have inside
I do not own them
The thoughts
I do not own
I lie to my face saying that I'm ok
That I'm fine
That I have control
The lies stain my face like tears
Rivers flooding my face
If only I could accept myself
If only I could save myself
If only I could overcome
Stopping the war with in
But the lies cover me like the night covers the day
I've lost my soul
I've lost my heart
I've lost me
To the lies