Missing you

I'm so sorry that you didn't last , I want you to know your in my heart even though that was the past. Now that your going up to heaven I am glad but with fear what would I do now that your not here. I'm so sad because I really do love you . I really thought I would always be able to hug you. After your gone I will be really sad and I don't think I will move on. I will try and I try to take a few steps forward but I just can't see myself going on. My heart tells me that you will be near by but my mind tells me that's a lie and I know I have to deal with the fact that your going to die. Will it be a long time before I can see you with my own two real eyes. Now I have to stop telling my heart these real lies and come to realize that after your gone I'll never again see you with my real eyes. When your gone, I need to move on, but I cant let you my heart screams for you "NO! Please don't go!"

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This is a story to my grandmother who was told that the cancer in her stomach has spread to her whole body and she has a small time to live. She doesn't want treatment and these are our last days with her.