To the person that was supposed to be my first love 

My protector, my best friend 

I have succeeded beyond the heartbreak 

I am an adult now, but you wouldn’t know that 

I’m graduating high school with my associate’s degree and diploma

I have an amazing boyfriend that loves me

I simply have it made 

Without you or you raising me 

I got accepted to my first choice

But you don’t know because you don’t care

i’m afraid to give you a chance because you’ve hurt me too much

I know that if I tried to connect with you that you would just brush me off as if I was nothing

Now I don’t know how to love because you didn’t love me

But hey that’s life