Wanting To Cry
A time of such sadness; yet, I could not cry.
Knowing of her peace gave me cold chills.
Emotions flooded my head,
Wishing her blue eyes would just look my way,
One more time.
Wanting to tell her of my love.
One more hug, three more words was all I wanted.
The Lord told me she was safe.
I hoped He'd deliver my message.
Wanting to wrap my arms around her cold lifeless body.
I sat unable to look.
Her beautiful face with no words was hell.
Memories came to me over taking my thoughts.
All concentration lost,
Just wanting her to wake up and say my name.
Yet, I still could not cry.