Deep inside you'll never know,
All the pain I feel wont let it show.
Stuff it down and fake a smile,
I'm here to stay for a short while.
Get to close I'll run and hide,
lost little child trapped inside.
feeling so lonely what went wrong,
I've been doing my thing for far to long.
So numb I cant feel yet hurting so bad,
confusing whats real, love I never had.
time to grow up and stop dwelling on the past,
cherish what i have life goes by so fast.