Another night with a sudden awaken
No reason nor feeling bad
Just this immense feeling of missing
Missing you, who never is or was.
How can you make me feel so lonely?
It's ok.... I am not blaming
How can you make me feel so empty?
It's ok.... I am not flaming
This huge wave, stream of longing
that lets me know Its 3am.
I play my dusty playlist
Listen to affirmations of hope
The cat is grateful for an extra portion of snuggles
And Walter Mitty tells me to "Stay Alive"
and "Waiting for you tonight"
Cat decides he had enough
My eyes are smaller and smaller
My mind slowly decides to drift and wander away.
I kiss my pillow and whisper
"See you tomorrow my 3am Love"