A letter to my cousin
When will it get easier knowing that you're not around anymore to talk to or to just come visit once in awhile?
This cut is deeper then I thought or that I let on to myself or to anyone else. We were supposed to grow old as the three musketeers now it's just the two of us keeping your memory alive.
It's not fair at all why did it have to be you that we had to lose? Why couldn't it be someone else's cousin or brother? I know I shouldn't think like that or ask that question but I only am speaking what my heart feels.
We were always together growing up and I don't know why we stopped being close when we got older but I'm truly sorry that we stopped being so close I miss that friendship.
My brother, my friend, my cousin, my dj I truly will miss you for now and ever more but may you rest easy now we will be fine down here on earth.
God I know you can see my tears and watch my tears drop, I also know you can hear my silent whispers, and my unsaid prayers but my God can you help me get through this hardship please it hurts way to much to bare I need your help to stay strong.
So my cousin here we are at the end of this chapter together I gotta be strong now and let you go for I have to go and be the soldier that this family knows I can be and I most try my hardest to stay strong as the days go by. But never forget that I Will Miss You and you will always be my little brother and we will always be the three musketeers.
TILL WE MEET AGAIN little PHILLIP YOU GO AND SOAR NOW AND GO AND DO THE WORK FOR THE LORD BUT PLEASE STOP IN ONCE IN AWHILE TO CHECK IN ON US.