Here I lie down so blue on so sleepless a night ,
As I can’t fall asleep I turn out the light
Nobody knows how different I am
The outside of me is not afraid
Full of pain and even ashamed from inside
I slit my wrist to erase my pain
My eyes turn red, bleeding my tears
What do you call it when all you feel is pain?
When you know your life is meaningless
And you are only one to blame
I am sad and lonely ,
Wearing the mask that always smiled
Dieing day by day
Cannot take the pressure to be perfect Always
I couldn’t go on
Is this what you call a life??