A Monster Within

Remembering many thoughts and pains . so many people I've lost
and still nothing gained. wanting and longing for change and
et it still remains. Haunting and taunting. I feeling its snarling
snickering, laughing at me.
Yearning and wanting that euphoric numbness. I like best.
trying to suppress
demon who I know best! there's No where to run and no where
to hide
As it is hidden so deep inside. still remembering

all that it costs.
will I ever overcome this isn't there anymore than this.
craving sneering snickering Monster steady convincing
there's no better than this.
all the while knowing its hidden and suppressed deep inside .
It isn't going to fix itself. It's more than mind and body.
For I am trying to gain that and more my soul.
How can I help anyone without saving myself
one day One step at a time.one moment at a time.

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