Alive

Something so evil and dark follows me throughout life
As the day's go on it seems like forever
Constantly struggling to stay alive even though so close to death almost all the time
Forever haunting me as my life continues to go on
Escaping deaths grasp even as a child
Is there something are there angel's watching over me
What reason is there for God to always protect a life like mine
Though even times I have given up on this life that I have
Those days begging you to end all of the pain
Asking for an end to all this hell it will bring
Now refusing to let this world break or tear me apart
As I fight for the strength to keep moving on, and praying for the courage to pick what's left of me back up
Not ever will I let the evil of this place hold me down any longer
As I fight for peace and all of God's love, this heart will forever beat for all that is above
Forever as you fill my heart and my soul my strength will continue to grow
Even if none only me show kindness and peace, then a light for you I will always be