alive


I’ve never really felt
alive.
I’ve always felt here
but
not here.
My body was here
but
my mind
my spirit
my entity
was not.
I knew i was breathing
but i never felt like it was keeping me
alive.
The only time i could tell i was
alive
was when
I would see the
red flow down my
wrists,
feel the pills slide down my
throat
and
hear the hammer pull back -
loading the my round.

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