All Tied Up
Am I here or am I there
Am I going to or from
I can't think of where I'm at
Where I've been
Or where I'm going
I feel as though I should feel something
But this something is a mystery to me
I don't understand what it should be
Flesh and blood should mean so much yet it doesn't
Not being blood can mean so much more
How can I explain the thunder in my head
Why must I be in the dark cold rain
With everything running around in my head
I feel as though I have lost myself
My chest feels a hundred pounds
I wish I knew how to feel
I just want to forget
Forget the evil in my head and in my family