I feel like I’m the only one who feels so utterly alone
Like I’m a freak, what’s wrong with me, why can’t I get it right?
Why am I struggling?
Deep down I know why, but I don’t want to face it
Because it is too late.
How do I get over the hump of doubt that is in my way leading me astray pulling me away from what I need to do?
Making me feel so alone.
Am I the only one who isn’t with the program?
Why do I seem to miss the mark? I feel lost, like I’m going to fall or drown or suffocate from the strangling fear of failure and doom.
I can’t breathe, I can’t move I can’t speak
Save me, somebody save me, from myself.