Alone

I am unlovable.
I am alone.
I live in this dark space in my head,
in my heart,
created by
them.

My dad locks himself away
and he hides
from reality
from life.
He doesn't love me.

My mom is angry.
And she is sad.
Overwhelmed.
She doesn't even love herself.

Dylan doesn't love me either.
Not really.
I'm just tolerated.
I am utterly alone.
Swallowed by a sea of black.

I am unlovable.
Because why would anyone love me?