Alone

In the middle of my mind, after the darkness is cast aside, looking to my right nope still no one by my side.

running near the edge of emptiness, exhaustion is my cry.

Crippled by my loneliness is it better just to die

Hi how are you I ask a guy walking by, get out of my sight come his vicious relpy, a venomous snake for heaven sake would have been a little more kind, would have been nice.

Head down, headphones up, loud Christian rap, shuts the negative voices up.

Silence is the fear, that whispers in my ear, your not worthy to be around, might as well get out of here.

Crashing down on fallen knees, cold tears falling down frozen cheeks, tired of fighting, tired of holding on.

God please save me from being Alone.