And There Is

And then there is everything.
GuiltShameRegretDarknessMemoriesRageLonelinessJealousyYearning
All mixed into one huge bundle of emotion.
And tears.
There are so many tears.
Pooling into an ocean at my feet.
The ocean pulls me down into the depths, and I go without a fight.
Swimming down into the deep.
Letting the air escape my lungs
And then there is nothing.