Anorexia Endings

My stomach is growling
But don't worry, Its subsiding
To where all I do is sleep
Keeping the monster down beneath
Letting my heart skip a beat
Where I wake up in the middle of the night
My lungs giving out, giving me a fright
Where I sit up to catch my breath
Trying not to greet death
Because I wont die
Honey, not yet
I tell everyone I'm fine
Until I vanish from sight
And to where the last time I ate
Was the first week of May
And I am not worried
Because my life is hurried
To where I'm hugging the toilet
But don't worry, I won't spoil it