Another Day, Another Struggle *(TW:SH)

**************TW:Self-Harm**************

I'm sorry to disappoint you, with a blade slipped across my skin, again
I'm relieved though, the secret got out, before I could fall too far down, again
I know it breaks your heart, now you're watchful, I snap back to reality, again
I'm sorry to not confide, that I was upside down, gripped by affliction, again
I'm dissapointed in myself too, that I stayed tongue-tied, unspoken, again
I hope it puts you at ease, that I've been caught red-razored, and stop, again
I promise I'll try once more, to manage with a healthy alternative, again
I'm in a battle, sometimes I win, sometimes I loose, but I'll come out on top, awaited