My heart desires your attention. I don't know why,
or even when it started to happen,
but somewhere along the lines my crush became an obsession.
A need to be around you and have at least a single second.
A second of attention,
whether it's talking or looking,
it's still fulfilling.
I can’t pretend like I don't wish to have you,
but the fact being is that it’s not possible for a guy like you.
I can’t give you your real name, because it must remain a secret.
So I will just stay quiet and observe from a near distance.
Hoping you’ll never hear this.