Awake II (Regrets)


Tic tic tic

I lay in bed,
Wide awake

The furnace in me is ablaze
With a psychotic-like freudian craze

I try to cool my temper
Throw dirt on the embers

But the fire only grows
Feeding on my lows

Darkness envelops me
Breaking my integrity

And finding nowhere to flee,
Mentally,
I fall to my knees

With no end in mind
And no way to unbind
I scream
Incapable of ending this waking dream

Time flies by
As I cry

I don't know why,

Its feels so long ago
Since I used to know
where the road was going to go

Now, I stay up late nights
Staring at the ceiling whites
Thinkin back in time
When my life used to rhmye

Tic tic tic

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This is the 2nd chapter of my other poem 'Awake' or maybe this is chapter one. I really don't remember. But, as before I find myself in a frenzy, overthinking things, exploring old regrets, unable to remove them from my mind.