Awake II (Regrets)

Tic tic tic

I lay in bed,
Wide awake

The furnace in me is ablaze
With a psychotic-like freudian craze

I try to cool my temper
Throw dirt on the embers

But the fire only grows
Feeding on my lows

Darkness envelops me
Breaking my integrity

And finding nowhere to flee,
I fall to my knees

With no end in mind
And no way to unbind
I scream
Incapable of ending this waking dream

Time flies by
As I cry

I don't know why,

Its feels so long ago
Since I used to know
where the road was going to go

Now, I stay up late nights
Staring at the ceiling whites
Thinkin back in time
When my life used to rhmye

Tic tic tic

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This is the 2nd chapter of my other poem 'Awake' or maybe this is chapter one. I really don't remember. But, as before I find myself in a frenzy, overthinking things, exploring old regrets, unable to remove them from my mind.