Away From Me

I can't see
Through the haze
I'm counting
Every dieing day
Please forgive me
My misanthropy
I'm trying
To resist the tragedies
I'm sheltered
Within this fantasy
When outside
I'm terrified
This reality isn't mine
I can't live
Through the pain
I'm falling
In your abyss for days
Please help me
My heart is sinking
I'm lost
In these things I'm thinking
Immortality an unending stasis
Because...
I don't want to let go
I can't try
When I already know
You'll be gone away from me
That's why
It kills me to love you
When you go
I swear I'll parish too