Beautiful Christmas

What a beautiful Christmas
that we had this year,
so warm and loving
filled with so much cheer.
And then something happened,
just like it always does,
My soul and spirit began to sink,
I tried so hard not to think.
But as usual I did,
and the thoughts, well they flooded in.
Then I could feel it,
deep in my skin.
The thoughts of you
that I keep buried within.