I was never the best nor the better
But i was crying of pain and anger
My heart sinks of any possible reason
Is this what the Lord had me in vision?
Bearing the burden of being a sinner
Saved by the Son of an amazing Creator
Loved by The Almighty Father
Am I worthy to be sacrificed or never?
Friends failed their obligation
The one that corrects every imperfection
Tries to cheer me up in every situation
Am i that desperate of a friend's needed action?
I am not trying to question His plan
Its just that I cant see His ways to be done
I was holding with my faith as i can
I know His plans rules to some
I was selfish and greedy
I mean that, i dont envy
I was not perfect like you and me
But i was acting to be cant you see
I am hurt deep deep deep inside
But I chose to set it aside
Not knowing that God's Precious Son was taken
Just to give us the most amazing token.
I need to have a cleanse
Cause sin has its own offense
But God chose our happines rather than His
He was willing to give up Christ for the payment of our sins.
Past present future.
Was paid from our sinful nature
So dont conclude your unloved and hated
Cause God has you beautifully created