Being built up. Then torn down
Iâ€™m so guarded
I sometimes think no one really knows me at all.
The future feels like a foreign concept.
But with every birthday
Iâ€™m reminded what a lie that is.
I have no feelings
Iâ€™m over emotional
Love is best experienced
In books and movies.
Then you never have to be disappointed
Or get your heart broken.
I still look for her then I remember and stop.
Do you forgive me ?