I try to believe in something,
to look at the world and see great possibilities,
to see endless dreams and gathered hopes,
to assume that the world is honey and its reap gold,
to grab comfort in nature and trust in souls.
I am told to believe in something,
told it is the first step to achieve greatness,
told it is the pillar of success,
but how can one believe with a shattered faith?
I did believe in something,
i believed in love but love didn't believe in me,
took one look and booked a plain ticket far away,
took my faith, every cracked piece and threw it away.
Belief is a weapon of joy and sorrow
and i played it with the wrong partner,
i will never believe again because i fear disaster,
it takes courage to try again after a crash,
an amount of courage i do not have.