Your my best friend and always will be, it tears me apart that u no longer trust me. I know your going through a hard time and are feeling confused, it hurts in my heart to know i cant be there for you. i can not eat i can not sleep, this heartache takes over and burrows so deep....that the pain is to much to manage and my heart will forever remain damaged. i miss you so much im dieing inside, i cant bare the heartache nor this emotional ride. just know in my heart you will always remain and know that not seeing you is driving me insane.