Betrayed Existence

The longing never ended,
as there was never a place called HOME for me.
A person who means the world to me,
never existed in reality,
That's betrayal by HOPE!

Searched for true mate
in everyone I met
searched for truth in every spirit,
looked for honesty in every soul,
Only to find deception with,
beauty in skin and greed for every pleasure in body.
Regardless of beauty in character,
kind heart & loyal eyes in me.
That's betrayal by LOVE I believed exists.

Words unspoken, heart that's broken,
with tears rolling with the dying light in the eyes,
a soul eager to leave the vessel,
wishing every night & day,
to let this body vanish from this world,
That's betrayal of FAITH, I nurtured since childhood.

All alone in the universe ,
falling into the depth of sadness & agony,
suffocating in every breath ,
awaiting for the right moment & right time,
where I shut my eyes for the world.

A game won by destiny,
& lost by soul,
I died with eyes open and
body breathing,
wandering in the world,
for some unfinished business.