Bleed

By Dani C   

I can't stay sober
Alone with my thoughts
The moon
Is the only one ive got
She shines on me
In my darkest times
When I am alone with my mind
These cuts on my arms
They say alot
But theres more in my mind
Theres a lot of shit ive got
So im just gonna
Never leave this god damn house i swear
Im gonna lay here, bleed out and rot
Ive got bad habits
Got bad habits

Ive got bad habits
And they always keep me wondering
Hunting, for the love that I once had
I try so hard
But all I get darkness and cloudy storms
Everyday that im alone
I have fights my mind
It gets so bad
Long days and restless night
When it rains it pours
And now its thundering
Still wondering,
Why it only gets worse as the days go by
Thinking,
Why should I keep going?
How can I stop the scars from showing?
Would anyone really care if my last thought was suicide?
So I cut my arm deep
To relieve the inner pain
Its a shame
Im gonna lay here, bleed out, and rot.
I've got bad habits

I can't stay sober
Alone with my thoughts
The moon
Is the only one ive got
She shines on me
In my darkest times
When I am alone with my mind
These cuts on my arms
They say alot
But theres more in my mind
Theres a lot of shit ive got
So im just gonna
Never leave this god damn house I swear
Im gonna lay here, bleed out and rot
Ive got bad habits.

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This Poems Story

I wrote down my flings while I was feeling empty, trapped in the psychward. Unknowingly, losing myself, slowly.