Missing you everyday hasn’t change
Since your grand depart..
But, Today.. Today you weigh
Something heavy on my heart..
Wishing I could come visit you so we could
Laugh & reminisce about the past..
But, Knowing.. Knowing the reality
That you’re Never coming back..
Calling your phone & texting you
In Hopes that I’ll get an answer..
But, Truth.. Truth is, could I handle
The Truth if I got the answers..
Stuck in between a need to know basis
And learning how to face it..
But, Torn.. Torn between cussing you out
For leaving & you better explain it..
Perplexed and Stressed got my
Anxiety through the roof..
But, Understanding.. Understanding that
I can’t change the fact that we’re NOT