How dare she say I'm the toxic person when I got my habits from her. I never smoked before I met her, she sold me drugs and took me to alcoholic parties with busted lips, busts and drinks.Why am I getting the blame when I'm doing this all in her honor. I'm doing this for you bunny. Can't you see that I'm just trying to keep the old you alive. You tried for so long to kill the girl i loved. Then you moved across the country and now the only cigarette smoke embedded in my sweaters came from my own mouth. It's something I'm not proud of but oh my god it makes me feel like home. Someone else houses your body now. Someone new and unfamiliar, far from the truth.