Can I not want you?

I don't want to love you
But it's already too late
The love I have for you
Grows like a full bloom rose
In the middle of a cool spring breeze
Never to wilt or die for a long time
My heart pounds for you why
Can I not want you?

When I heard your voice
I cant help but get tingles down my spine
When I see your smile it hurts to know
I am not the cause of it and someone else is
I sometimes cry knowing that I still care
About who you are to me and will always be
I wonder what is it and why
Can I not want you?

Where did the times go where I
No longer needed someone in my life
To make me happy and love me
But ever since you came
Into my life I can't
Imagine a life without you
There is just one thing I need to know
Can I not want you?