Can You See Me Through My Pain
I wear a painted smile for the world to see.
Spend all my time trying to hide the pain in me.
But what I really wanna know is, do you really know me.
Do you really know me, can you see me through the pain.
Or have I faded totally away, can you at least see a glimpse of
who I was before that day that changed everything
I feel like I'm so far away as if this life isn't familiar to me.
My family and friends seem to of all changed
I watch there mouth move but I cant figure out what they say.
Needing someone to love me so bad.
Give me the strength to try again.
I'm so lonely it hurts inside.
But why when someone gets close all I can do is run and hide.
I'm not sure really which one hurts the most being alone
or accepting that I deserve to be loved.
I was a victim of a viscous crime a man kidnapped me
and wanted to take my life.
The police found me and saved me that day.
But I'm only breathing .........I feel so dead
CAN YOU SEE ME THROUGH MY PAIN OR HAVE I FADED
All that I want is to get back my life that he destroyed
AS HE HELD THAT KNIFE
Because all the pain he caused me that day,
Cant you see I'm still suffering.
I"m still suffering.
I' bleeding you just cant see is it even possible
that someone could love me.
Cant you see I feel I've lost me.
I just wanna be able to feel love again.
But first I gotta try to find a way to want to live.
Can you see me through my pain
or have I faded totally away.
Its not that I want to die but I don' want to live like this.
I'm still suffering. Please help me I cant stop suffering.