I am ugly, I am fat, I am me!
building up a wall to protect me.
Yes, you people!
So call a friend and family.
You hurt me the most.
I hate, hate when you look at me like that,
stop please stop I don't need your pity or sympathy.
my mind and though are numb as a rock and in agony.
Stop this and let me liberate.
I want to scamper away from here and never look back.
I feel so ecstatic being with you guys but in the end, it still leaves a mark.
It's like my drug that I am addicted too
and can't stop because it feels so great.