Cigarette

I hate myself for thinking bad thoughts.
I just want to feel normal
I fight this stupidity
Of wanting a reality of not wanting
Everything to be Fine
When it is clearly a problem
With my controlled mind
Tobacco sucks when it's invisible
And your puffing on air
Of images in ads
Of sexy, sassy women
With a long wood filtered cigarette
Of sharp dressed, handsome men
Sipping on hard whiskey
Smoking huge cigars
Laughing at dirty jokes
Of those sexy, sassy women
Close the eye lids
Take a deep breath
Cause tommorow is a day away
For us to take the next step
Smile...cause love comes in all forms
A rock beneath your toes
Is a rock that has been walked on
Who knows?
When that rock turns slippery
And you fall into your true loves arms