If I wasn’t nice enough to forgive over and over again, would I be holding grudges?
If I was just like the rest would you choose me then? Would you stay longer? Would you care more? Would I be enough? Would it be different?
See I try to do everything by the ruleS, hell I even try to bend the rules a little, went out of my ways to be noticed, maybe this is not for me.
I am that girl that waited even after you left
I am that girl that loved you even when you couldn’t
I am that girl that forgives even when you didn’t deserve it
I was the one that held you up even when you were down
I accepted you even when you were broke
You were still the lights in my eyes even when they see nothing but the darkness
You were my truth although all you were, was just a box of lies
They say people make mistakes damn, it’s a shame that’s all you’ll be known for
Because all of this blinded me into to believing that you were pure but you were as lost as the rest of us and there was nothing wrong with me.
Let me quickly give myself a clap because in deal with you hell yes I deserve it
In loving you oh my, I was too good
In letting you go my dear, I was strong
But most importantly in giving myself peace, I was a boss
Queens don’t need closure.
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This poem is inspired by a relationship I was in two years ago, for a long time I blamed myself for the way things turned out. I was left to deal with so many emotions that i didnt know how to handle, mainly because I didnt get why I was left without an explaination. I didnt understand why I someone would leave without a goodbye. but I learned to leave everything behind and move on, I learned that I didnt need closure, I just need to accep and make peace to live a happy life. sometimes its hard to put things in to words, this is the best i could do, hope you enjoy this and hopefully this helpd others that are going through the same situation. kind regards Z