Confused and Unamused

So confused in my emotions and head.
I don't see how anything is real.
Everything is tangled and hard to deal.
Seeing and hearing is all to do now.
No responding to anythiing at the end.
Keep my mouth shut or a fire will begin.
One day emotions will change.
Then eventually a single word turned to enrage.
How to stop it from unfolding.
Make it once again whole and new.
If only everyone couple knew.
What they could possibly do ahaead.
When all is able to be said.
With hopes of a renewal or fresh start.
Then maybe the healing of the heart.