I Cry, "I am dying". You reply, "Your not dying" and walk away.
I scream, "You don't know how much I suffer"...
Like a volcano spewing lava my heart bleeds
Dark clouds like eruptive columns of ash swirl in my mind
My body betrays me like erosion from wind and rain leaving me cracked
Crevice corrosion tears me apart.
No one could or ever can afford me
I am cracked and not worth the expense!
My Mother couldn't afford me
My Husband couldn't afford me
I couldn't even afford myself.
My Mother can't afford to safe me
My Husband can't afford to safe me
I can't even safe myself.
Thy government refuses to save me
Thy states refuse to save me
Thy programs refuse to save me...No one can safe me!
Only God can safe you, calls from deep within the crack
Enlightenment-only God can save me, resonates within me
Echoing throughout my being like a cavern much treasured
Pure and true, Jesus paid for my life! But will he heal me?
Doubt pulls me into darkness.
"Whoever fails to find me harms himself, all who hate me love death"
Salty toxic torrents release pouring out of the portals of my soul
A shuttering cry and heave
My misery, my suffering, all is needless. As I breath in life.
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