I feel like Iâ€™m going to dig my nails into my skin
In hopes find something inside of me that is the cause of my problems
but i should come to realize
i am my own problem
there are too many thoughts in my head
i feel theyâ€™ll overflow
so i cover my mouth when i feel them wanting to come out
but instead they just come out of my ears
like after you go for a swim but canâ€™t get the water out without tilting your head side to side
,but then what if they all come rushing out?
and i finally have to admit to myself the horrible thoughts i have in my head?
the subconscious hate i have for everyone
especially those i love most.