I was cut for a countless time,
Not on my skin ,
Nowhere to be seen.
So many scars all over me,
No one can tell,
Because it is a part of me.
Never dare to ask for a little happy,
Since mercy is not even for me,
I am nothing but a soulless body.
I am broken and ruined ,
Yet there is never a cure ,
For someone like me .
Drugs and alcohol is a remedy ,
Since pain is always in company ,
There is nothing to heal up my body.
I gave up my life,
My soulless body,
And so is my happy .