Deep Down what\’s going on
It's strange how a few short seconds can lead you in a whole new direction,
It alters how you think and act and see your own reflection.
From a single moment on, my life was forever changed,
Like everything I previously knew had suddenly been rearranged.
No one will ever understand just how I felt that day,
But deep within this poem I shall try to convey.
I cannot even begin to illustrate the repulsive person I once knew.
I intend to simply express the horror that I went through.
I was abruptly pinned against the bed while my son is the bed while he's holding my hand behind me.
Me crying because I never felt that pain in my life. Me just wanted my mother.
Tier do You really want me to Stop Me saying NO‼️‼️.
I ask myself Do I Deserve This Punishment?? If this was truly my fate. My Soul Feel so disgusting I feel so disgusting.
And still I feel I'm the one to blame.
Every night I lie awake,
Wondering how much I can take.
If only someone would have listened,
To the screams and to the pleads.
Maybe I could have ended it all,
And still be able to stand tall.
But enough's enough.
Tonight I will stay tough
And maybe for once they will see
That they can no longer hurt me.