Defintion of Depression
Just because I have a good day
does not mean that my demons have gone away.
Itâ€™s the feeling of not wanting to get out of bed
and all the words that I just left unsaid.
Not wanting to look anyone in the eye
because deep down Iâ€™m ready to break down and cry.
When I look at myself all I see
is my eyes and mind begging to flee.
Itâ€™s a nightmare I cant wake up from
You and I already know the outcome.
Numb in the idea of happiness
Everyone thinks Iâ€™m a champion.
What is love again?
What the hell is wrong with my brain?
Iâ€™ll try and smile more
but it's eating away my core.
Definition of depression:
This is my confession.
I only have one expression
and its to myself , Iâ€™m full of aggression.
But itâ€™s okay sweetheartâ€¦
Iâ€™ll be smart enough to
not think with my heart.