Did he?

Did he?
Did he do something to me?
First it was in a dream,
And then I remembered.
I was never okay with him fucking me
When we broke up.
I didn’t want it.
He clearly did.

Why didn’t I say anything?
I just froze.
Like that one time my first crush
Touched me
where I didn’t know I could be touched.
It felt wrong
And I just froze.
Why did I froze?

It happened in a dream last night,
And I can’t get out of my head.
Did he do it?
I’m equivocating.

It was years ago.
it’s still in the back of my head,
Like a virus that won’t go away.
Like a cancer that spreads,
Slowly and dangerously

I know I broke his heart,
But he broke my soul.
Why did I fucking froze?

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