Things are different now.
There are I love you's,
And things that I don't know.
There's a bond we will never have,
And a pain I can't stop feeling.
I know I should be happy,
At least happier than I am.
Maybe some day I will be,
When I stop using him as the one that sets the bar.
I know they love me, I know they care.
But there are tears I will still shed,
And thoughts I can't stop thinking.
Because things are different now.