Digressing from a forgotten love
Having this empty conversation
Leads me to my current revelation
Six months and eight days to go
Before I escape from feeling so low
Judged by the decisions I made
Yet unaware of the scars that cannot fade
I sit and listen alone
While all my emotions are gone.
Alone I lay and think
About the unbreakable link
Between living and dying
I promise I am not lying.
Sometimes I wish I could just die
A feeling that brings me high.
Sometimes I feel like crying
A thing that’s not worth trying
I wish I wasn’t born
Because I am so torn.
I remember finally trusting
In the razor I left rusting
Right next to the foot of my bed
The thoughts of you still in my head.
I miss you so bad
The thought just makes me sad.
The nine months we spent together
Should’ve ended in forever.
The only guy to make me feel alive
That made my heart take a happy dive
I love you still day by day
There’s nothing more I can really say.