Does it really Help?

I crave it like it's my guilty pleasure
Always wanting to complete the action
But too scared to go through with it
Yes I crave it but I need reassurance
If I go through with this will I be happy?
will I finally be at peace?

With different methods to choose from
I am fully prepared to make this happen
But no matter how prepared I am
I can't proceed till I am full certain
That I won't regret this
And I will achieve all my goals

I shall wait till I get my verification
But with no way of communication
It seems I will never know
If only I could ask a fellow
Someone who has been through the process
Then I will know for certain
If it really helps.

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I wrote this poem when I was wondering if suicide really helps to take away the pain.