Emotions

I took several pills together today. I kinda knew I wasnt suppose to, I just wanted the pain to go away. My heart is hurting so bad right now at the time I didn't see no other way.
I wanted to dull out the heartache. I didn't want to feel the way I do
I just can't get my feelings to stop my emotions are running and I'm drowning in my tears. I wished for peace to calm my fears I can't do this anymore. Please help me. I lay down to rest my head and fell fast asleep
I woke back up after I took a nap. I Feel a little better now Knew that I was okay and had to make a change, a change for the better. So I took a break from everything to gather myself I knew it had to be done. Things are a little better now. I remind myself everyday live life to the fullest there is no other way..