Everything I am
Everything i am right now.
Everything I'll ever be is all ill need to deal with whatever or whoever the world throws at me.
Someday everything will make perfect sense.
For now i don't get to know the plan. I'll laugh through the confusion.
I'll smile through the tears.
I'll remember that I'm here for reason.
I'll remember I am mistake.
Ill remember that im no accident.
Ill stand tall and proudly as the smart funny kind amazing black queen that I am.
I'll remember that I am only human.
I'll remember its ok to have a meltdown.
I'll remember that its not ok to unpack and live in a negative space forever.
I'll cry it out then refocus on who i am and where im headed
I'll remember that strength doesn't come from the things you think you can do.
I'll remember that strength comes from the things you thought you couldn't .
I won't let my past or anyone else define me as the woman I am today.
I define the woman i am present and future.
I'll remember that after the rainstorm that is life comes a beautiful rainbow!