Falling Tears


IS THERE SOME THING WRONG WITH MY HEAD?
TO ASK THIS QUESTION IS WHAT I DREAD...
FALLING TEARS-FOR THINGS THAT I SEE....
STUFF THAT I HEAR...
TALKING TO YOU IS WHAT I FEAR...
MY PAST AS A CHILD HAS ROUTED MY BRAIN,
ALL THE ABUSE,ALL OF THE PAIN...
FALLING TEARS-CAN IT MAKE ME SEE SOME THING
THAT YOU CAN'T?
MAKE ME HEAR THIS UNGODLY CHANT..?
WITH FALLING TEARS-I LIVE EACH DAY WITH
WITH A FEAR INSIDE I DON'T UNDERSTAND..
SO ALONE I CRY....
TEARS FALL THAT'S SEEM OUT OF PLACE,AS THEY
FALL AND SOAK MY FACE....
FALLING TEARS-TO TRY AN STOP THE PAIN I FEEL
INSIDE,SO HARD NOT TO CURL UP AND HIDE...
FALLING TEARS-AS I GO ABOUT MY DAY,
KEEPING INSIDE WHAT I WANT TO SAY..
FALLING TEARS-THEY DON'T GO AWAY..
FALLING TEARS-AT NIGHT WHEN I SLEEP,THE
MADNESS COMES BACK,THEY SOAK THE SHEETS..
FALLING TEARS-CAN'T CONTROL THE DROPS
AS THEY FALL DON'T UNDERSTAND, SO PUT UP
A WALL.......
FALLING TEARS-MY PILLOW IS SOAKED,FROM A
PAINFUL CHILDHOOD PAST,THAT'S HARD TO
LET GO...
ASLEEP OR AWAKE IT SURELY DON'T MATTER,
THE IMAGES AND PICTURES OF HOW MY LIFE
WAS SHATTERED...
FALLING TEARS-AS I TRY TO FORGIVE AND FORGET
THIS I CAN'T DO UNTIL YOU REALIZE WHAT YOU
PUT ME THROUGH....
FALLING TEARS-OF HOW YOU RUINED MY MIND,
MY THOUGHT,MY SLEEP....
FEELING LIKE A CHILD WHO CAN'T STAND ON
ON HER FEET....
FALLING TEARS-OF HOW MY LIFE IS STRAINED
BY THE HAUNTING MEMORIES THAT STILL REMAIN.
WITH FALLING TEARS-I SAY THIS TO YOU...
NOW I AM BROKE NOT NORMAL INSIDE,FOR WHAT
YOU HAVE TAKEN IS MY BODY AND MIND....
WITH FALLING TEARS-I PUT BACK THE PIECES
SLOWLY TOGETHER,FRAGMENTS OF A TIME WHEN
YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE CLEVER,THINKING THIS
I WOULD REMEMBER NEVER....
AS I GREW IT ALL CAME BACK,
HOW YOU STOLE MY BODY AND MIND PUTTING
IT AWAY FOR ME NOT TO FIND.....
I WILL NOT BE BROKE LIKE THIS EVERY
DAY........
WITH FALLING TEARS-I HAVE THIS TO SAY...,
I'M TAKING BACK MY MIND THAT YOU CONTROLLED
FOR SO LONG,..GO AWAY LEAVE ME ALONE..
I DON'T WANT THIS PAIN YOU LEFT ME WITH
WISH IT ALL WOULD GO ADRIFT....
WITH FALLING TEARS-I ASK OF YOU,STOP
HAUNTING MY MIND,MY BODY,MY SOUL,
IT'S TIME FOR ME TO BECOME WHOLE...
TO FORGET ABOUT THE PAIN,THE FEAR THAT
YOU LEFT BEHIND ALL THESE YEARS...
I WILL NOT DROWNED IN THESE
FALLING TEARS...

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More writing on my childhood and pain it caused