Family and Sickness
With depression being so hard, I don't know where to start.
So many things on my mind.
It should be a crime.
With family members being sick.
To be mad or sad I just can't pick.
I'm worried that much is true.
But the pain isn't for me, it's for you.
I'm scared to no end.
That you can't pretend.
With all the sickness it's a major bother.
My fear is are we still gonna be together.
I'm mad because I cant stop it.
But also upset that I can't change it.
I know life will open another door.
I just can't take the pain anymore.
To see you like this brings a tear to my eye.
But I promised I would not cry.
To be strong for you is what I said.
The fear of losing you is what I dread.
I would change everything if I can.
But I know God has a certain plan.
To make you worse or make you better.
It hurts to much to put in this letter.
No one knows what he has in store.
But the pain I can't handle anymore.
With all my heart I hope you see.
You are the perfect family for me.
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